You Only Know What I Want You To...

You only know what I want you to...

So I will sit on this bread and hope you have the butter

I will walk to the park and wait to hear from you

My phone, I left it home

(I lost it actually)

I will sit at the bus stop waiting for you until

You come pick me up

I will go to the store hoping you will come rescue me

(I gave my last dollars to the guy on the corner with his dirty cup clinking)

I will go to the beach and hope you will come fish me out

I will go to the bakery and hope you will walk in to feed me

(Something sweet)

I will go to the Halloween shop and hope than on my birthday

You on bended knee offer me a plastic ring

(And say: I’ve been waiting for you all my life)

I will walk to the corner of my room and stand there till

I see the shadow of your feet from the bottom of my door

And I will walk to the cemetery with flowers in my hands

And offer them to the many dead loved ones that no one loved

And I will wait by the lottery bank and wait for that

Ring in my ear to disappear and for you to appear

And I will wait in the middle of the highway hoping

You will be driving slow enough to see me

I will be there waiting. Waiting and hoping for you to come

In any form to do what you want to do

Because you only know what I want you to… 

Which means you know more than me

When you do.