How Long Can This Last?

If I become an illusion

It would only be to you

Because you choose to be with me

Without me

You spend days and nights 

Without me

And I sit in my frozen chair 

with you in me

But how long can this last?

I am two times heartbroken 

and one time alive

how can I survive 

Without me 

and you do well 

Without me

How long can the fire last

under water

under pressure

under and after all

How long can your breath live

without me

inside of me

How long can this last? 

When I myself weep with the rain

and I myself scream with the wind

and I myself feel like a storm

How long can this last? 

And although I feel like "the game is on me"

I feel like I've won

(because) as tragic as this may seem

I live, heartbroken 

But I live