I Am Yours

I must forget my song

the one that says:

"How can I be yours?"

Now I am sitting in a crisis

I cry but the visiting tear stays upstairs

In the attic of my dreams

So I see someone else’s…

Someone else’s lamp

Lighting above the distance of You

You become my moon and I hope to become your-

All these thoughts revisiting all these wishes

So…must I, must I, must I!? 

I must forget-

My song continues to ride down that road alone

I must forget- this song

Right now though the darkness wins

One hundred percent here

Somewhere else at this very moment 

I win but not here

I feel like a loser

Because I have lost

That song that once was mine now

is lost. 

That song that still says:

"How can I be yours?"

 

I am yours but you're not mine

so I've lost.